Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Ugh. Why is it so hard for me to communicate? I was giving advice to a couple of friends who always seem to be going through some sort of emotional tiff. When they have serious discussions about their relationship and life THEY DO IT THROUGH TEXT! WHAT?! To me it's one thing communicate through e-mail, but putting every emotion, thought and feeling into a simple black and white screen just doesn't sit right with me. BUT, those who judge first shall judge ye...or...something like that. I don't believe you should text serious stuff like that, but at the same token, I can't communicate to save my life! I do it every morning for my job. I talk, I banter, I chime in with modeartly witty quikps about life. But when it comes down to the bone of communicating with someone I may like or am trying to decide what to do, NOTHING COMES OUT. I'm like a 14 year old boy trying to ask out a senior to prom. My tongue gets tied and nothing comes out. I think I'm afraid of rejection and they thought of someone taking what I say, my honest feelings, and throwing them at me makes me want to cringe. But then again, how many people do you come into contact with or that you are talking would actually do something like that? They would listen to your side, give their side and you move on. hmmmm.