A picture of the Atlantic ocean on Tybee Island.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
I’m tired. It’s been a long day. I’m at the newspaper office right now. We have just finished laying out the newspaper for tomorrow. You should go check it out. (http://www.stp.georgiasouthern.edu). I have no internet at the apartment. Damn place. I need to check up on that tomorrow.
I’m still eating like a whale.
I’m still wondering about life.
I’m still thinking about whether or not I should have that cheese burger.
I hate not having internet at home, it makes me sad, but then it makes me sleep also.
I’m going to Rachael’s wedding Saturday. I’m sure I’ll cry. I’m so happy for her, but yet so sad for myself. Meh. It’s late, my brain is dead and I want to sleep. My thoughts are nonsensical. WTF?
On 91.9 The Buzz, I’ve been moved from Saturday and Sunday nights to Tuesday and Thursday nights. A nice step up. Thursday nights are the crazy party nights in Statesboro, which means I have to cater to that audience, WTF? I don’t party. I don’t drink. But I’ll find some interesting stuff to talk about. Starting next week you will be able to hear me on 91.9 The Buzz Tuesday and Thursday nights 7 p.m. until 11 p.m. (http://www.919thebuzz.com).
I had a very interesting conversation with Mike yesterday. We met for the first time last night. He came up to the newsroom while I was working on pages. We talking about being gay and Christian. INTERESTING talk. We will be hanging out again sometime soon.
Alright, Luke and Adam are calling me. Time to head home and get some sleep.
Goodnight.
I’m still eating like a whale.
I’m still wondering about life.
I’m still thinking about whether or not I should have that cheese burger.
I hate not having internet at home, it makes me sad, but then it makes me sleep also.
I’m going to Rachael’s wedding Saturday. I’m sure I’ll cry. I’m so happy for her, but yet so sad for myself. Meh. It’s late, my brain is dead and I want to sleep. My thoughts are nonsensical. WTF?
On 91.9 The Buzz, I’ve been moved from Saturday and Sunday nights to Tuesday and Thursday nights. A nice step up. Thursday nights are the crazy party nights in Statesboro, which means I have to cater to that audience, WTF? I don’t party. I don’t drink. But I’ll find some interesting stuff to talk about. Starting next week you will be able to hear me on 91.9 The Buzz Tuesday and Thursday nights 7 p.m. until 11 p.m. (http://www.919thebuzz.com).
I had a very interesting conversation with Mike yesterday. We met for the first time last night. He came up to the newsroom while I was working on pages. We talking about being gay and Christian. INTERESTING talk. We will be hanging out again sometime soon.
Alright, Luke and Adam are calling me. Time to head home and get some sleep.
Goodnight.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
I think I’ll try this format for a while. Make little entries during the day instead of the heaping long posts I do once a week. Those can be a bit much.
You know what? I love John Mayer. I don’t care what time it is, what I’m doing, but if I put in some John Mayer, life just seems okay. I’m listening to him right now as I type this. I’m sitting in the IT building’s computer lab. My Social Issues of Sport class got out early today. So now I’m checking e-mail and what not. The internet connection isn’t working at the house for some reason, so I wasn’t able to check e-mail last night. When I opened up my inbox this morning, I found 32 new messages waiting for me. Of course 50% of them were SPAM e-mails, but still. I think we all like seeing new messages from people.
Okay, so you know my post about food yesterday? WELL, I weighed myself yesterday….um. Yeah. HELP?! I’m going on a fast for a couple of days, and then it’s diet time. But not really diet, more like a lifestyle change. Things have got to change. I’m ballooning up and it’s not pretty. Sheesh.
Alright, my fingers are tired and it’s time to head off to class.
I found this on someone else’s blog and liked it. So I’m stealing it. Thankssomuch.
Good day!
I crave a relationship. I crave someone to send me flowers, because it’s Tuesday. I crave someone to call me right when I wake up just to see if I had a good night's rest. I crave someone to hold my hand when we walk around. I crave someone to hold me when I'm down. I crave someone to believe how special I am. I crave for someone to care for me in a more than friendly way. I want to be able to turn people down with the phrase, "sorry I already have someone who gives a damn." I crave someone to confide in me about their dreams and goals. I crave for someone to want to see me. I crave someone to kiss me oh so passionately on my lips. I crave to be able to hug someone when they're sad. I crave to be able to tell someone that I am so happy that they are mine. I just crave it. I even crave the drama and time and effort involved. I want it. I want it so bad. I almost think I need it right now.
You know what? I love John Mayer. I don’t care what time it is, what I’m doing, but if I put in some John Mayer, life just seems okay. I’m listening to him right now as I type this. I’m sitting in the IT building’s computer lab. My Social Issues of Sport class got out early today. So now I’m checking e-mail and what not. The internet connection isn’t working at the house for some reason, so I wasn’t able to check e-mail last night. When I opened up my inbox this morning, I found 32 new messages waiting for me. Of course 50% of them were SPAM e-mails, but still. I think we all like seeing new messages from people.
Okay, so you know my post about food yesterday? WELL, I weighed myself yesterday….um. Yeah. HELP?! I’m going on a fast for a couple of days, and then it’s diet time. But not really diet, more like a lifestyle change. Things have got to change. I’m ballooning up and it’s not pretty. Sheesh.
Alright, my fingers are tired and it’s time to head off to class.
I found this on someone else’s blog and liked it. So I’m stealing it. Thankssomuch.
Good day!
I crave a relationship. I crave someone to send me flowers, because it’s Tuesday. I crave someone to call me right when I wake up just to see if I had a good night's rest. I crave someone to hold my hand when we walk around. I crave someone to hold me when I'm down. I crave someone to believe how special I am. I crave for someone to care for me in a more than friendly way. I want to be able to turn people down with the phrase, "sorry I already have someone who gives a damn." I crave someone to confide in me about their dreams and goals. I crave for someone to want to see me. I crave someone to kiss me oh so passionately on my lips. I crave to be able to hug someone when they're sad. I crave to be able to tell someone that I am so happy that they are mine. I just crave it. I even crave the drama and time and effort involved. I want it. I want it so bad. I almost think I need it right now.
Monday, October 03, 2005
I have a problem. Well, better yet, I have an addiction. It's killing me. It's something I've been dealing with for most of my life. Recently, it's gotten to be too much. Food. Food. Damn good food. I think I have an addiction to food. I can't stop. It's so good. Wow. This is probably going to be a pointless post. I'm sitting in the library before my Video Production class. It's 6:30 p.m. until 7:45 p.m. Fun stuff. But for once I feel rested. On my laptop at home I have a post I started to write this weekend. I'll have to put it on here soon. Oh, and I have a new layout. It took me FOREVER to find it. Justin had to help though; I was having some issues with it earlier. But alas, it works.
I want pizza.
Good day.
I want pizza.
Good day.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
As usual, I have bounced back. Life should never hold you back. People should never hold you back. Always take time to grieive, but not for too long. Of course everyone want to sit and mope for a while, but it can’t be done for too long. If you mope for too long, those emotions can turn into depression – and no one likes a depressed person, right? With this in mind, I have continued on with my life journey. This is not the end of the world. Although Joseph is a wonderful human being (and this is me being really candid here), he is not the end of the world. I’m not the end of world. NO ONE is the end of the world. I don’t care how long you have been with someone, but they should never be the end all be all in life. There are billions of people on earth, there are others. I’m sorry that I won’t get to share in the wonderfulness that would have been, but like I always say, “Everything happens for a reason.”
Alright. I’m sitting in the library right now. This is my first time in here. I’m a bit scared, but I’ll be fine. This is WAY bigger than the SGC library. There are actually five floors (I think) to the library. I’m on the fourth floor. I have a test in Rhetoric of Social Movements tomorrow. A little worried? You bet. I’m I stressing? A little. But I’m not letting this get to me. Like I mentioned in a previous post, the Professor in this class said that we won’t remember half the material we learned in the class, but it is the skills that we will take away. That is the mindset that I’m taking with these classes and tests. I am no longer going to stress myself out to the point of utter exhaustion just to make a high grade on a test. I will study hard, do my best, and move on. Being stressed out is not fun. That’s how I missed my graduation—by stressing and worrying. No more. The same people who strolled into class everyday at SGC and talked about their weekends on the dirt road and how they got so messed up they weren’t even able to walk straight graduated with me. Now of course I realize that these people probably graduated with a less than stellar grade point average, but, they graduated. I will do my best, have fun, and work hard. NO MAJOR STRESSING. I need to post this on my bedroom door or something. I’ve made so many proclamations on this blog, but I want to follow through on this one. NO MAJOR STRESSING.
Thursday I had lunch with Edgar and Brandon. It was nice to meet up with old SGC folks and compare our time here at GSU to our alma mater. I had a blast this weekend. Even though I should have been locked up the entire time studying, I actually went out and had some fun. Friday afternoon I went with Luke and Adam to a Mexican restaurant here in town. They got sloshed, I told part of my life story, fun was had. (SIDENOTE: Wow, since I’ve been here in the library, I’ve seen two folks from Roswell high here, good to know we took those study habits from high school to college. Ha) We went to Office max where I bought a new office chair for my office in the apartment. (1 YAY for spending money on a chair) I’m not saying how much the chair cost. ;) After all of that, I went home, cleaned up my office for my chair, studied, and went to bed. Such an exciting Friday night, I know. Saturday was a blast. Adam, Luke and I went to Savannah for some good ole’ queer shopping. We went to the Savannah where I bolted like any proud gay man would to Express. I was planning on buying a shirt or cheap pair of pants. WELL, I ended up walking out with two pair of pants, two shirts, and two belts. That doesn’t seem like a lot, but when you look at the bill. WOW. (5 YAYs for spending lot’s of money on cool clothes) Oh, and I ended up with an Express credit card. Damn them. Oh, and I also met up with Phillip P—he’s a guy I met last spring at the S.A.C.’s meeting. He’s the SGA President at Armstrong. We may hang out at some point. Cool guy. Oh, and I got Luke to buy a pair of pants and a shirt from Express. (3 YAYs for helping straight guys look better. Maybe they should make a slot for me on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy?) Adam ended up buying a pair of shoes that I own. (I will chop his knee caps off for trying to be like me. heehaw) After all was said and done with clothes, we headed over to the Macaroni Grill for some good Italian food. Of course I had chicken parmesan. Is there anything else to eat at an Italian restaurant, well besides pizza? After that, we went to the a water fountain and took pictures there. That’s where the picture down there came from. I need to get the others and post them. Luke and Adam made a stop at the liquor store for some refreshments. (0 YAYs for being underage and not a drinker.) After we got back, I took some clothes over to Luke’s and got some much needed laundry done. Bless his soul. Sunday was fairly uneventful. Woke up. Studied. Went to dj meeting for the radio station. Studied some more. Went to sleep. Now it’s Monday. Another week.
Well, five John Mayer songs later, I have reached the end. I have no more in me. Well I do, but we have to safe some for the private journal. Ha.
Off to study away the night.
Good day!
**Make that THREE RHS folks I’ve seen here in the library. Would this classify as a reunion?
Alright. I’m sitting in the library right now. This is my first time in here. I’m a bit scared, but I’ll be fine. This is WAY bigger than the SGC library. There are actually five floors (I think) to the library. I’m on the fourth floor. I have a test in Rhetoric of Social Movements tomorrow. A little worried? You bet. I’m I stressing? A little. But I’m not letting this get to me. Like I mentioned in a previous post, the Professor in this class said that we won’t remember half the material we learned in the class, but it is the skills that we will take away. That is the mindset that I’m taking with these classes and tests. I am no longer going to stress myself out to the point of utter exhaustion just to make a high grade on a test. I will study hard, do my best, and move on. Being stressed out is not fun. That’s how I missed my graduation—by stressing and worrying. No more. The same people who strolled into class everyday at SGC and talked about their weekends on the dirt road and how they got so messed up they weren’t even able to walk straight graduated with me. Now of course I realize that these people probably graduated with a less than stellar grade point average, but, they graduated. I will do my best, have fun, and work hard. NO MAJOR STRESSING. I need to post this on my bedroom door or something. I’ve made so many proclamations on this blog, but I want to follow through on this one. NO MAJOR STRESSING.
Thursday I had lunch with Edgar and Brandon. It was nice to meet up with old SGC folks and compare our time here at GSU to our alma mater. I had a blast this weekend. Even though I should have been locked up the entire time studying, I actually went out and had some fun. Friday afternoon I went with Luke and Adam to a Mexican restaurant here in town. They got sloshed, I told part of my life story, fun was had. (SIDENOTE: Wow, since I’ve been here in the library, I’ve seen two folks from Roswell high here, good to know we took those study habits from high school to college. Ha) We went to Office max where I bought a new office chair for my office in the apartment. (1 YAY for spending money on a chair) I’m not saying how much the chair cost. ;) After all of that, I went home, cleaned up my office for my chair, studied, and went to bed. Such an exciting Friday night, I know. Saturday was a blast. Adam, Luke and I went to Savannah for some good ole’ queer shopping. We went to the Savannah where I bolted like any proud gay man would to Express. I was planning on buying a shirt or cheap pair of pants. WELL, I ended up walking out with two pair of pants, two shirts, and two belts. That doesn’t seem like a lot, but when you look at the bill. WOW. (5 YAYs for spending lot’s of money on cool clothes) Oh, and I ended up with an Express credit card. Damn them. Oh, and I also met up with Phillip P—he’s a guy I met last spring at the S.A.C.’s meeting. He’s the SGA President at Armstrong. We may hang out at some point. Cool guy. Oh, and I got Luke to buy a pair of pants and a shirt from Express. (3 YAYs for helping straight guys look better. Maybe they should make a slot for me on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy?) Adam ended up buying a pair of shoes that I own. (I will chop his knee caps off for trying to be like me. heehaw) After all was said and done with clothes, we headed over to the Macaroni Grill for some good Italian food. Of course I had chicken parmesan. Is there anything else to eat at an Italian restaurant, well besides pizza? After that, we went to the a water fountain and took pictures there. That’s where the picture down there came from. I need to get the others and post them. Luke and Adam made a stop at the liquor store for some refreshments. (0 YAYs for being underage and not a drinker.) After we got back, I took some clothes over to Luke’s and got some much needed laundry done. Bless his soul. Sunday was fairly uneventful. Woke up. Studied. Went to dj meeting for the radio station. Studied some more. Went to sleep. Now it’s Monday. Another week.
Well, five John Mayer songs later, I have reached the end. I have no more in me. Well I do, but we have to safe some for the private journal. Ha.
Off to study away the night.
Good day!
**Make that THREE RHS folks I’ve seen here in the library. Would this classify as a reunion?
