Wow, what an amazing Christmas break this has been. Even though Christmas is going to be a complete bust tomorrow, I just have to remember that I finally have someone in my life that cares for me and wants to see me happy. For once I won’t be alone for the Holidays. I have some one! YAY FOR ME! I’m so excited! I just don’t want to do anything to jeopardize the relationship. I’m trying not to be the let’s plan everything and make sure we do this and that. I’m trying to let things happen. But I also don’t want a repeat of what happened earlier this school year. I’m supposed to spend New Year’s Eve with him, I hope it happens and it turns out good!