How quickly we forget the pain of liking someone. Once again, pain has attacked. I don’t know why I am cursed to get involved in these little “things” to only be stabbed in the back, heart, and foot. I don’t know why foot, but that hurts too. Ugh, and what really pisses me off is that I’m a little sad. Not the ‘oh my goodness I want to jump off a cliff’ sadness, but the ‘ouch, this stings a little’ sadness. Some people don’t even deserve that much. From now on, I need to TRUST my instincts. TRUST them. TRUST them. I know I will forget. I’ve probably written a million entries like this before – remember to TRUST YOUR DAMN INSTINCTS man.

Enough. Time to move on. I have two papers due this week and a test on Monday. What a wonderful eventful week this will be.

Good day!

Thought these were interesting:
“They look at me with sad eyes But I don't want the sympathy It's cool you didn't want me Sometimes you can't go back Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that I just have to say Before I let go Have you ever been low Have you ever had a friend that let you down so When the truth came out Were you the last to know Were you left out in the cold 'Cause what you did was low No, I don't need your number There's nothing left to say Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be safe”
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“Love can be a many splendid thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses Diamond rings Dreams for sale And fairy tales It’ll make you hear a symphony And you’ll just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind It’ll fool you every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Its stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Now I was a once a fool it’s true I played the game by all the rules But now my world’s a deeper blue I’m sadder but I’m wiser too I swore I’d never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn’t worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Its stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Every time I turn around I think I’ve got it all figured out My heart keeps callin And I keep on fallin Over and over again This set story always ends the same Me standin in the pouring rain It seems no matter what I do It tears my heart in two The trouble with love is (the trouble with love) It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side) Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie) Gets stronger then your pride (The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul (It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You wont remember control (?) (And you can’t refuse the call) See you’ve got no say at all The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya) It can tear you up inside (ooo) Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)”