Tuesday, January 18, 2005

If I write about it, I wonder will I feel better? Well let’s see…

I’m feeling a bit anxious at the moment. Not sure why. I have no tests, no quizzes, and no deadlines this week—I’m not sure why I’m freaking out at the moment. I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach like I’m supposed to be doing a million things, but I’m doing nothing. That’s what happens when you are a stupid over achiever. Yay for us (or just me)!

Last week I went to the Capitol in Atlanta with Dr. C, Sam, and Alana. It was a good day—I got to see the whole political process in action. I loved every minute of it. The best part of the day was when I got to meet Cathy Cox, future Governor of Georgia in 2006. I just love the way she carries herself—she knows what she’s talking about and what she’s doing. We sat in on the House for a while, went on a tour of the capitol, had lunch and talked about different issues. I sat at the table where we talked about the media and making decisions. We had a real journalist sit at the table and moderate the discussion. He told us about his experience and what he’s been through. It was interesting to hear. We then went to a panel discussion on all things politics. So now I think I might want to minor in Political Science. I wonder how many more hours I would have to take if I did that?

This weekend was fun and relaxing. I didn’t do much, expect for Friday and Sunday. Friday Catie, Jake, and I hung out a bit. We came to my room, talked about stuff while Jake and I stuffed our faces full of Zaxby’s (mmmmmm). We then went to Wal-Mart where I bought more death cakes (Thanks Little Debbie). Sunday Kyle, Edgar, and I went to Valdosta and saw ‘Finding Neverland.’ Great movie—I almost cried at the end. Go see it!

So yesterday I started Weight Watchers again. I’m a fat ass. Not only did I gain all the weight I lost this summer, I actually added about three more (f***king) pounds. SHIT ON A STICK!!!! SO, Miguel is on a quest to lose weight, bitch. And this he will do. He will. I’m writing it down for everyone to see, well at least me, so I can remind myself that I’m doing this for a reason. I don’t want to die of a heart attack at 25. I want to live FOREVER! MUHAHAHAHAHAH…..hahahahahaha…..hahahaha…..gghahaha….hahaha….haha…ha. Yeah, moving along…

Hfihfijshfoiedfh;sfhdshfsdhfkjhdskjfhdsjkf. Ok, so the nervous feeling in the pit of my stomach has slightly gone away. I think I’m going to read a bit of Harry Potter before I go to bed. Maybe that will put me at ease. OHHHH oHHHH….Guess what happened to me today when I went to get quarters from Harvey’s?!?! Someone was checking me out! Me. Miguel. Me. I. Someone. Was. Checking. Me. Out. Like, hardcore looking my way. Of course I looked like shit so I just walked out of the store before any words could be exchanged, but I swear he was checking me out, or at least I want to think he was. That was very exciting. Maybe I should go back one day when I look half decent and see if he introduces himself. (!!!!!!) Nothing will come of it, I’m sure. The little things in life excitement me, just put a shiny ball in front of my face I’ll stay busy with it for hours. But any who…

STAY SAFE AND STAY AWAY FROM BRIDGES – KEEP MOVING ON, EVERYTHING IS GONE GONE GONE….

Good day!!