Ok, yes I am a little disappointed. I was supposed to meet Michael this Monday at Lenox mall and were just going to hang out and talk, but it looks like it’s not going to happen. His friend got sick so he said he wouldn’t be able to come. I was ok but I feel a little bad now. I’ve grown a fond of him over the last couple of weeks so I was looking forward to hanging out with him, being in his presence. Sometimes it just seems as if nothing ever works out for me. But any who, when we were talking the other day he was talking about how he’s attracted more to my personality. That was cute, but then another time he said that when he first saw me he wasn’t attracted to me at all, but then when we got to know me he was attracted to my personality. I don’t mind him saying that, it just stings a little. It doesn’t really boost up my self-confidence. I really like Michael, but then there’s this other person, Owen who seems like a nice person. I haven’t really gotten to talk to him much but from when I have gotten to talk to him he seems like a cool person. I’m so stupid, I was just laughing at myself because I think it’s cool I can finally type with out looking at the keyboard. I can look straight at the screen, expect for when I get to a word I can’t spell, for some reason I look down at the keyboard like it’s going to help me. Well I guess that’s it for now. Oh yeah, I don’t have the internet right now—long story—so I have to write my blogs at home, then bring them to school and upload them to the site; that’s why my postings have been a bit irregular, but hopefully I will be back on the net, until then….. =)