So um yeah, the funeral is tomorrow. I don’t really know what to think. This will be my first funeral. I don’t know what to wear or how to act. Do I wear all black? Do I act super sad? Do I smile? Do I say I’m sorry to Mrs. Kaye’s husband? Well I guess I’ll find out what to do tomorrow.

On a brighter note here are a few dates that are very important to me: August 22nd, 2003. My 18th Birthday! YAY! I can buy porn and cigs! But too bad I won’t buy either, and I probably won’t stay out past midnight since I can. Part of the reason why I won’t be staying out late and buying sinful products is because I will be in college on campus then. I move in on the 21st so I’ll be in school. SO yeah, I’m going to spend my 18th birthday in college and not knowing anyone. Sounds like fun? I guess. Well I’m tired and have to try to mentally prepare myself for tomorrow.

Goodnight.