This is how much life sucks..... (Read the entry before this to get the backgroud story...this is how sad my life is.....or rather this is how it all played out.) I'm feeling really worthless right now...

zack6674: Checkers?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: of course
zack6674: Took you long enough to answer.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: my bad
zack6674: That's cool.
zack6674: So how was work
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: it was alright
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i did that thing you usually do
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: with the typing stuff
zack6674: What, for Yolanda, or the stuff at the customer service desk?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: for yolanda
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: me and kelli
zack6674: How fun!
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i know
zack6674: lol
zack6674: So what have you been up to since you got home from work?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: nothing really
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: im too tired to do anything
zack6674: Work tired you out that much?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: not really
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i just don't feel like doing anything
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: well i might later
zack6674: cool
zack6674: But yeah, I didn't figure you as the sit at home type.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: sometimes i am but others you know i just let it loose
zack6674: So how exactly do you let it "loose"?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i just..... do what i please
zack6674: Ok
zack6674: And what is that...?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i dont know how to explain it
zack6674: Your pretty good with the words, I'm sure you could explain it.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: naww this one is a bit difficult.
zack6674: Hmmm
zack6674: Can you describe it?
zack6674: ?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol im thinkin
zack6674: Ok....i guess
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i came up with nothing
zack6674: Hmmmm
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ......
zack6674: I think you can put it into words, but for some reason you don't want to.
zack6674: Am I right?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: lol
zack6674: Ok, so what does it invlove?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: me
zack6674: lol
zack6674: Well I figured that much..
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you did?
zack6674: Yep
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: good job
zack6674: Thank you.
zack6674: Can I try to guess?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: sure
zack6674: Ok...
zack6674: Um, does it involve other people?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: sometimes
zack6674: Hmm...
zack6674: Does this take place at your house, or somewhere else?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: it depends on where the party is
zack6674: What kind of parties are these?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: wild ones
zack6674: Ok Luther, just go ahead and tell me ....
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: just getting drunk and stuff
zack6674: I see
zack6674: And this was the really hard thing to explain?
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol maybe
zack6674: You like this don't you?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: nope
zack6674: Maybe? What kind of an answer is that.
zack6674: lol
zack6674: I've never been to a party like that before.
zack6674: I've always stayed away, but I think I would want to try, just once to see what they are like.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: why
zack6674: Cause I just want to see what the hype is for, and just to see what I would be like, drunk.
zack6674: I guess.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: but you never did it?
zack6674: Nope
zack6674: I've always been the good little kid, I just want to try it to see.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you should
zack6674: Yeah
zack6674: So I see you like Ms. Carey?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol yes i do
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: she pretty fine
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i would like to sex her
zack6674: Would you really?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: yep
zack6674: Well that sounds like fun
zack6674: I guess
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i bet it would be
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you wouldnt like to?
zack6674: Not my type
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: if shes not your type then who is
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ?
zack6674: Um...
zack6674: Well.... It's not exactly of the female persusaion
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok
zack6674: As I'm sure you had already guessed.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no
zack6674: Your not like going to block me from your list now are you?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: that wouldnt be nice now would it
zack6674: Very true
zack6674: Good boy
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol thank you
zack6674: lol
zack6674: No problem
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you're so nice
zack6674: Well thank you, I try to be.
zack6674: It's my life's mission ya know, to bring love and peace to the entire world ....
zack6674: or not
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol through the radio right
zack6674: Exactly!
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ill listen to you when you make
zack6674: You are a good listener, you'll make some girl happy one day.
zack6674: Will you really?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: yes i would
zack6674: Yay! I have one listener now!
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you have to be interesting though
zack6674: I would be
zack6674: I have a very interesting life story, and a whole lot of bad jokes to fill the radio with.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: well bad jokes might not be a good idea
zack6674: See but here's the beauty, there bad when you hear them, but when you think about it, there actually funny...
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: right.....
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i bet they are
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: Yeah, I was going no where with that
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok lol
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: what are you doin
zack6674: Writing in my online journal.
zack6674: u?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: checkers
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: are you writing in your journal about me
zack6674: Do you really want to know?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: yes
zack6674: I guess
zack6674: I probably shouldn't tell you, you would block me and not talk to me at work.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: well maybe you shouldn't
zack6674: After I finish writing, I'll send you a link, it's not that bad.
zack6674: It will kind of explain things better
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: huh
zack6674: never mind, just talking
zack6674: or writing
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok lol
zack6674: lol
zack6674: But really, I'm not this werid... you just got me on a funky night
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: so how are you really
zack6674: Um, not goofy (excpet when I have a Coke), I have different sides, sometimes I like to talk politics, social issues, religion, sexuality, and sometimes I just like to sit around and joke and talk about people.
zack6674: j/k
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: all of that sounds cool
zack6674: Thanks
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you're welcome
zack6674: =)
zack6674: So what do you usually do on the weekends?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: just hang out with friends or nothing
zack6674: cool
zack6674: So what do you all do, just hang out?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ya just party and hang out
zack6674: So how's the love life been for you this summer? Any girls in the picture?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: occasionally
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: its alright
zack6674: No long term relationships? Just little flings?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: flings? lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i guess so
zack6674: lol
zack6674: Wait, maybe I should say... hookups?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ya thats better
zack6674: Are they people from your school?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: not all the time
zack6674: Where do you meet them from?
zack6674: Sorry, am I being to nosey?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i dont know. just wherever
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no its cool
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i dont go looking for them
zack6674: Good point.
zack6674: Have you been in a long term relationship before?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no
zack6674: Why?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: just cuz it never works
zack6674: I see
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ya
zack6674: Oh, so, you would like it to work, but it just doesn't, or, you just don't want it to work. (like most guys)
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: little of both
zack6674: I see, I see.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: lol, I told you I ask a lot of questions.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ya i see, i see
zack6674: lol
zack6674: I'm curious...
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: howcome
zack6674: Because I am
zack6674: What ya doing?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: just playing checkers
zack6674: Wow, you really do like that game.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: yes lol
zack6674: Ok, one thing you will learn about me is this, i do and say certain things that I shouldn't, but I like to be competely honest, it's always best that way.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: thats good
zack6674: So, I'm going to give you the link to my online journal, read the least entry, it wille xplain somethings, I'm not making you read it to say anything about you, it's just to get it off my chest so I can move on, and one day we can laugh about it.
zack6674: k?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok
zack6674: Don't be scared
zack6674: lol
zack6674: http://zack6677.blogspot.com
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: Well maybe you should
zack6674: Tell me what you think when you read it.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok
zack6674: ?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i havent gotten there yet
zack6674: O

zack6674: Have you yet?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: nope
zack6674: grr
zack6674: Why?
zack6674: ....
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok im going right now
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: how do i get there
zack6674: lol
zack6674: I mad him mad!
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok nvm
zack6674: Wait
zack6674: http://zack6677.blogspot.com
zack6674: click
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: what
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: where am i reading
zack6674: The first entry
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok i read
zack6674: And...
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: interesting
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i really don't know what to say
zack6674: Well, just know that I now know where you stand, you don't have to worry, I just want laugh about it now.
zack6674: I just had to get it off my chest, it would eaten me alive,.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok lol
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: its ok
TeRRiBLeNoVicE:
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zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE:
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: Thanks for being so understanding.
zack6674: So...
zack6674: How about them Braves
zack6674: ?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i dont know about them
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: they are doing good this year
zack6674: Really?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ya
zack6674: Cool
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: what have you done all night
zack6674: My friend was talking me through this thing with you all night, then I wrote in my journal, then I checked my online banking crap, then I got ready for bed.
zack6674: U?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: just checkers
zack6674: lol
zack6674: How can you play that one game for like four hours
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: thats what my mom ask
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i really don't know
zack6674: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: You have got to find something to do with your time.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: like....
zack6674: Getting drunk, teaching Miguel how to drink, becoming a Hoe on Peachtree Street, learning your ABC's, becoming a dentist...
zack6674: the list goes on and on.
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: i guess so
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: but for now its checkers
zack6674: lol
zack6674: Go Luther!
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: lol
zack6674: What are you doing tomorrow?
zack6674: Wellllll, I have to be up early, and your interst in the convo, I guess I shall talk to you later.
zack6674: Now, when we go to work, there won't be any weirdness, will there?
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: ok goodnight
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: no im cool
zack6674: Ok Good
zack6674: Well, have a goodnight
TeRRiBLeNoVicE: you too