Thank you Lord! I’m single again! Luke and I both came to agreement that we would both just be friends. This is what he said:

HonCar: I think we are just friends pretty much right?
zack6674: yeah
zack6674: Is that cool?
HonCar: I mean it's kinda hard to talk to you since I have no clue when you get home.
zack6674: That's true, it's just hard for us to do things since I have school and you have school and work
HonCar: Well I mean I don't even know when you get home since you don't ever call me.
zack6674: I'm sorry, I'm just so tired by the time I get home. And when I do get home I have like shit loads of stuff to do.
zack6674: It's just hard for me to keep in contact with anyone
HonCar: yea

So now one chapter is closed and another one opens. (That sounds so corny! lol) But anyway, I’m glad that happened, I think we both felt that it was time for that to be over. Now it’s time for me to move on with life. Right now I’m not sad, but I’m sure tomorrow at a random time I’ll get a little sad. But I’ll be fine. Now it’s time for bed.

This weekend has been very interesting. On Thursday morning I woke up to 15-degree weather. To some people in the U.S. that’s nothing. But when it reaches 35 degrees people in Georgia start to scream. You can’t imagine (or maybe you can) how cold we were acting on Thursday morning. I was at my friends Jon’s house to be at the school early, I’m saying 5:30A.M. early. Jon and I are apart of our school’s Chorus program and we were headed to Savannah, Georgia to sing at this big convention. We were gone from Thursday morning, EARLY morning, to today, Saturday evening. The drive down was uneventful, most people were to sleepily to talk, some were to excited that all they could do was talk. We watched “Spiderman.” This was the first time I had ever seen this movie. It’s really bad. The visual effects are good, but that dialogue is horrible. We arrived and did some mindless activities. Savannah is a pretty town, but it smells, really bad! Later that night we went and saw some other choirs perform, they were kind of boring. After that we had time on River Street to do what ever we wanted. I went out to eat with Ryan, Dana, Matt, Jessica, Shannon, Sam, Katie, and Mallory. It was fun. Dana and Ryan are together, but to throw Ryan off at dinner Dana and I acted like we were together. It was so much fun. We even staged a fake kiss at the table with his video camera. After that I went back to the hotel room, talked to some people and crashed. The next morning we performed, had some free time on River Street again and then we all went out together to eat dinner. The place was supposed to be nice but turned out to be this hole in the wall. We still had so much fun while there. After wards we went back to the hotel and reeked havoc on the hotel. I went and got in the hot tub. I think that’s why I’m getting sick now. It was too cold outside. I went around and hung out with different people that night. After bed check my roommates and I sat up and talked. I learned A LOT about some people. I can’t say who or what, but I found out some VERY interesting facts about the people that I was rooming with. We talked until 4 this morning. Then we went to sleep, woke up like four hours later and we did some stuff I don’t remember and now I’m home. So that was my time in Savannah. It was fun; I got to learn a lot of things about people that I’ve known for a long time. I actually got to sit down with them and have intelligent conversations. I also told a lot of people about my sexual preference. It was really fun trip.

Today is Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.’s Holiday. His birthday was a few days ago. Growing up as an African-American has meant many things to me. I’ve never really understood the message of Dr. king until now. When I was child I learned about Dr. King and knew all that he did, or so I thought. Every kid grows up knowing the “I Have a Dream” speech. But do they truly appreciate what he did for us? Do we, as Generation Y appreciate the struggles that our Grandmothers and Grandfathers went through. The other day my Grandmother and I were sitting down and watching a documentary on the Bus Boycotts and my Grandmother said she helped with that. She was involved with some of the marches. I mean, I was aware that my Grandmother was alive at that time, but it never surfaced in my mind that my Grandmother actually had a hand in the Civil Rights movement. I think we should all take a moment and think about the sacrifices that people have made for us.

This is so awesome. All my friends who go to my school know my obsession with Q100. It’s a radio station, it is so cool. I love their morning show, “The Bert Show” on Q100. It is so awesome. I interviewed the host, Bert, for a paper in English. I e-mailed it to him and this is what he wrote back:

“Hey Miguel,
Thanks so much for sending me the article. GREAT stuff. Really well written. You've made me trust the newspaper business again (kidding). One thing though. And I'm only going to give you this advice because I LOVE interviewing. Don't ever be afraid to ask the tough question. You said in your article that you were afraid to offend me about my life experience with my father. First, since I already commented publicly about it on the show you can assume that I'm comfortable talking about. Second, there's ALWAYS a way to ask a tough question without asking the actual question. You kinda got that when you asked about my childhood. But since I didn't give you the exact answer you were looking for you could have manipulated the question and asked "Did your parents have a big influence on your career?" At that point I probably would have answered your question by telling you that my dad
wasn't really supportive and then you could have skewed your line of questioning to that topic. If you chose radio, television or print...NEVER be afraid to ask the tough questions. Just be smart about it. Anybody can ask the easy questions but you have to remember that your audience is looking for some insight from your interview that they can't get from anybody else. When you ask the tough questions you achieve that goal. Just thought that might help ya in the future. Good luck, Miguel, and please keep me aware of your progress in the industry you chose.

Bert”

~~Wasn’t that awesome! I’m so excited. Maybe next time I’ll ask him if I can intern at the station this summer!

I’m speechless. I can’t believe someone has been able to, put who I am into a couple of words. Here is a conversation I just had with one of my friends, well some of it.
BallMan020: how’s Luke
BallMan020: u guys still kickin it
zack6674: Um, I guess you could say that, I don't think it's going to last much longer though
BallMan020: why he found a nother dick
zack6674: Do you have to be so crude?
zack6674: And why does he have to be the one to find someone else
zack6674: Why can't it be me
zack6674: You know, I hate you
BallMan020: cause your dependent on foks
zack6674: ME!?
BallMan020: yeah
zack6674: How could you say that?
BallMan020: like u put up a front
zack6674: I'm so confused, yet curious, what do you mean?
BallMan020: like u are all hard and have this image but actually u are insecure and need lov ein your life
zack6674: Oh God, how and when did you figure all this out/
zack6674: ?
BallMan020: i just started to think about it
BallMan020: am i right
zack6674: I don't know, maybe yes
zack6674: I'm just shocked, that you of all people would know me so well
zack6674: I'm shocked
zack6674: But, how did you get to that conclusion?
zack6674: WHat made you think of that?
BallMan020: just
BallMan020: how u always have this attitude
BallMan020: towards people but shocked
BallMan020: when they show attention
BallMan020: there is a lot u dont know
zack6674: I guess there is, your sitting here explaning my character, I'm just....speechless
zack6674: Am I really that easy to read?
BallMan020: well no u had a good front

Hell the Fuck NO! I can’t believe this! How stupid can I be! Why in the hell would I fall for something like this? Aren’t I smarter then this? Last night Luke and I talked and we decided that I would come to his house tonight and spend the night. Well tonight I went to his house and we sat and watched TV, we made out. After that, he was like, “I’m so bored, and there’s nothing to do.” At that point, I knew something was wrong. He started talking about how his stomach was hurting and other bullshit. The he offered to take me home, for those of you who aren’t familiar with where I Georgia, I live farrr away from my school and friends and Luke. So for someone to offer to take me home is a big thing. So on the way home I was playing with his head stuff. I’m so pist, so basically our relationship is I go, we make out, and then I leave. No, this can’t go on. What am I getting from this? Absolutely nothing! This can’t go on. It’s done. I’m finished.

People suck. I don’t understand people. It’s like, you give and give and give and give and give, what the fuck to do you get out of it. Nothing at all. I’ve given nothing but my blood, sweat and tears to this damn school. And what do I get for it, nothing. But wait, I do get something; I get dumbass people who don’t show up for things who want to complain. For instance, I’m the Station Manager of the school’s radio station and this kid, who shall remain nameless, just sent this nasty e-mail to me and everyone else on the station MSN Groups about how I think that the club is on own personal club and this other bullshit. That’s all it is, bullshit. How DARE he come to me with such rubbish? He didn’t he even show up for his last show and one of the last group meetings. Oh my goodness I’m so pist! I just sent another e-mail back to him, I know it’s childish of me to do that, but I had to get back at him. I wish I would have seen him at school; it would have been better for me to scream it at his face then writing it in an e-mail. Other then that, I’m fine. I almost had a nervous breakdown yesterday in Yearbook! It’s getting so stressful in there. The editor, Maggie, said that our Yearbook is cursed. Everything that can go wrong with a Yearbook has gone wrong. But you know what, I don’t care anymore. I just want to get a goodnight’s sleep and eat some good food! lol

I'VE GOT SOME GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOKS WHAT'S FINALLY HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All we've got to say is it's about time.

Young Muggles who've gone gray waiting for J.K. Rowling to magic up the fifth volume in her hugely popular Harry Potter saga finally have something to cheer about.

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is scheduled to hit book stores worldwide on June 21, her publishers confirmed on Wednesday.

"We are thrilled to announce the publication date," Nigel Newton, chief executive of the British-based Bloomsbury Publishers, said in a joint statement with Barbara Marcus, president of Scholastic Children's Books, which publishes Potter Stateside. "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix is absolutely superb and will delight all J.K. Rowling fans. She has written a brilliant and utterly compelling new adventure."

Rowling certainly took long enough.

It's been nearly three years since Potterphiles got their hands on the last installment, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, which hit store shelves in July of 2000 and saw the lightning-scarred boy magician flirt with the opposite sex and face death for the first time. The book conjured up a record for the fastest-selling book and joined the first three volumes--Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets and Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban--on top of bestseller lists around the globe.

Since then, however, with all the hype, the reclusive Rowling has slowed things down a bit, having recently tied the knot and becoming pregnant (her baby is due in the spring). Instead of sticking to her previous one-book-a-year schedule, she took her time with the new novel, and let fans satiate themselves with the movies. All the while, she had to deny rumors she was suffering from writer's block.

Apparently she wasn't. Order of Phoenix is the longest installment yet in the wizard saga, clocking in at a hefty 768 pages--one-third longer than its predecessor (255,000 words for Phoenix compared to Goblet's 191,000 words).

So far, there's no word on the plot, but based on Rowling's interviews, expect the book to be even darker as Harry, now a teenager, once again confronts You-Know-Who.

No word what this latest plot is about, but Rowling's publisher gave a quick sneak peak of the first few sentences of Phoenix:

"The hottest day of the summer so far was drawing to a close and a drowsy silence lay over the large, square houses of Privet Drive...The only person left outside was a teenage boy who was lying flat on his back in a flowerbed outside number four."

Bloomsbury also released lines that suggest Harry will finally discover more about his past.

"Dumbledore lowered his hands and surveyed Harry through his half-moon glasses. 'It is time,' he said, 'for me to tell you what I should have told you five years ago, Harry. Please sit down. I am going to tell you everything.' "

All told, the first four volumes in the Harry Potter series have sold nearly 200 million copies in more than 55 languages in some 200 countries. Their phenomenal success also gave rise to a new bestseller list for children's books created by the New York Times.

I cannot believe this woman. Is her purpose in life is to make mine a living hell?!?! Last week, when we came back from winter break the school gave us a little card saying we were doing Cap and Gown orders this Tuesday. So I asked her, well in advance, “Can you give me $35.00 to get my cap and gown?” She replied, “Yes, I will see what I can do.” Well, it’s Monday night and the money is due tomorrow. Do I have it in my possession? No. If I do get the money, will it be from her? Once again, no! I can’t believe her! She knows that every Monday night I spend the night at my friend Ryan’s house for Student Council meetings Tuesday mornings. I called her today when I got to Ryan’s house and she said, “Oh, I had to get all the pennies I had to pay for gas to work, I don’t know what I can do.” This disgusted me, I just said, “Whatever, I’ll figure something out.” And she said, “Ok, well call me tomorrow and tell me what happened.” And hung up. HA! So much for having parent support! She keeps moaning and groaning and saying I need to grow up and make some money so she can retire, well at this rate I won’t give her anything. She still has…let’s see…..she still has seven months until my 18th birthday, so she is still responsible for me. But I guess she gave that up long time ago. So I have no idea what I’m going to do about tomorrow. I guess I just won’t wear a robe to graduation. I don’t understand. OH, and let’s not forget how I had to go and raise the WHOLE $150.00 for my trip to Savannah with Chorus. By the generous hearts of my teachers, they all gave me money and I was able to raise it. If it weren’t for their goodness I wouldn’t be able to go. OHHHHHHHHHHHHH She pisses me off to the full degree!

I just finished watching the WB show “High School Reunion.” It was very interesting to see it. But it bothered me a bit. There was this girl, Sarah, who was described as “The Bitchy One.” She got into an argument with someone right off the bat. She arrived a two days after everyone was there. I wonder if I went on a show like that ten years from now would I be like that. I don’t want it be. Also on the show they have a title for everyone, like, “Homecoming Queen,” or “The Jock.” I wonder what mine would be. “The Involved one?” It’s just interesting to watch the show and see how these people react to each other, I just wonder what would happen if I went back. But one of the people on the show summed it up right; she said that when you get back with all the old high school people again it’s just like your 18 again. Hmmmm, I would Love to do that in ten years, go on a show like that.

I thought this was fun. It's true though.


What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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It’ s amazing what the mind can do to you when you’re alone. I say the dumbest things to myself. Maybe I shouldn’t be typing this, people would think I’m crazy, well who cares, and everyone knows I’m half insane anyway, so it really doesn’t matter. I feel like I’m stuck in a rut. You know what I mean? It’s like; I’m stuck in one spot and can’t get out. It feels like I’m on the verge of happiness or peace of mind, but it moves a little farther away whenever I get close to it. Today at church in my Sabbath school class we talked about success and how a lot of people search for peace of mind, but really if you rely on God and trust him then he will give you peace of mind. I don’t disagree with that, but I think that it’s also possible to gain peace of mind through a person. Maybe this sounds a little co-dependent, but there’s this, I don’t know, instinct in us all that tells us that to be happy we need to be with someone, that the special person you meet will be the person who sweeps you off your feet and makes the world perfect. If you have a problem you can just call them up and make it all better. WOW, this is never going to happen. Why do I even try? See what happens when I spend too much time by myself. I think crazy thoughts. I’m never going to find anyone like that, well it can be one of those dreams that you always hope will come true. To the next subject. I’m just writing what’s on my mind right now. I don’t know, I’m just SOOO bored! I want a freaking job but no one wants to hire me because of my freaking schedule. Well that’s it for now, who knows, I might add some more before the night’s out, I’m feeling a little adventurous. Actually, I’ll probably go to bed in a few minutes, I live such an exciting life. YEAH RIGHT.

Well, it’s been really crazy since school has started. The day I got back I had meetings and this and that and this AND that. So it’s been fun. But as my good friend Andy said, “I love the hectic lifestyle… it creates a sense of lifefulness.” And that’s so true. I like to be running around and have ten things going on at one time. It’s so fun. It’s a little draining at times, but it’s cool. The people Roswell are SO apathic! They don’t do anything! As Senior Class President it has been so frustrating. My friend Ryan, who’s Executive President, is convinced that our school can never have school spirit again. It is my goal, no, my mission to make at least half of our Senior Class have spirit and be proud of our school. I know I’m probably aiming way to high, but you have to. Not much is going on, or least not interesting enough to write about. It’s the usual, going to class, lunch, home, school, home, school, home, school, home, school, and then church. Wow, life can seem so boring at times. But, there’s only 88 days of school left.

I don’t know what to do. Why can’t relationships be cut and dry like they are in TV? I just talked to Luke, again. I told him all the things I thought were wrong, about how it doesn’t feel like were together when we are and about his Pot smoking. He said he would quit and that it’s no big deal. I want to trust him, I will trust him. I just hope and pray that he doesn’t break my trust. I also talked to him about how we have nothing in common and how it’s like silence when were together. He said, “You just need to learn how to talk more and be open and not grumpy my friends talked to you and you don't say much.” I see his point. But then again, can you really talk to people who you have nothing in common? I don’t know. I hope I’m making the right decision. I talked to my friends earlier after I broke it off and they said they were proud of me for doing it. I really value what they have to say. I just want to be happy, that’s all I’m trying to do. I hope I’m making the right and wise choices and not thinking with the “other” me, if you know what I mean. Well, were supposed to talk tomorrow after he finishes school. He starts his first day of college tomorrow, how exciting. I just got this quote from someone, it’s great, and I will keep it with me for a long time:

“Your life, your love and your energy are precious, make sure who you give it to is worth it.”

Oh God, life is so confusing. I need HELP!!!!! This is the conversation we just had. PLEASE HELP ME PEOPLE!!!!!!!
HonCar: I just got dissed
zack6674: by who?
HonCar: YOU
today!
zack6674: oh, I'm stupid, sorry
zack6674: And you didn't get dissed, I saved you months of unhappiness
HoCar: No your not
zack6674: Yes I am, why would say I wasn;t
zack6674: *wasn;t
HonCar: yea sure
zack6674: Ok, you want to know the truth
HonCar: yea
HonCar: ?
zack6674: I can't deal with the pot. I'm ok with the smoking and drinking, but when the pot came out, I couldn't do it. I promised myself a long time ago that I would never be with anyone who did that.
HonCar: Ok well I wont do it
zack6674: See, that's the thing, I know I can't change you and I know that pot has probably been a part of your life for a long time, it's going to be hard for you to do that, especially since your friends do it, on a regualr basis
HonCar: no
HonCar: You could have just told me
HonCar: instead of hiding it and dumping me
zack6674: I've learned that you can't change people, even if you said it, it you may have slipped and did it agian
zack6674: I mean, I don't know
HonCar: I can quit I don't do it all the time
HonCar: You just need to learn how to talk more and be open and not grumpy my friends talked to you and you don't say much.
HonCar: ok hello?
zack6674: I don't know, my heart and brain are telling me two different things...I mean, I do like you, but you just raised up a good point
zack6674: I'm thinkinh
zack6674: g
HonCar: Umm all you had to do was say something to me I asked if it was ok just be honest I wont do it then Im cool with it you don't have to drop me.
Honar: Just think about that think what your doing I mean you oh me that much respect
zack6674: So are you willing to stop, completely. Well the reason why i didn't say anything is because Kevin was there and I thought he would ask why and it would have turend into me talking about you and I
zack6674: true
HonCar: no it would have been fine.
HonCar: It's done I won't do it anymore.
HonCar: see you take too long to talk
HonCar: about anything
HonCar: you know
HonCar: call me if you want im going to bed
zack6674: You have to promise me, I'm trusting you. I'm going against everything my brian is telling me and the adive my friends gave me, which I trust
HondaSICar: yes?
HonCar: what so your asking me back or what?
zack6674: I...yes, I'll try it agian. But you can't do it anymore and when I'm with you, can at least, act like boyfriends, sometimes I feel that I'm more like your buddy then boyfriend
HonCar: So you gonna call me then
HonCar: or no
zack6674: I will, let me finish talking to my friend real quick and we can talk some more, and I will be honest with you this time
HonCar: k bye
zack6674: bye

Ouch, I have to be strong! That’s what I keep telling myself. Here is a conversation that Luke and I are having right now:
HonCar: Hi
zack6674: hey
zack6674: I was just about to IM you.
zack6674: How ya doing?
HonCar: Fine since I got dropped
zack6674: I'm sorry
HonCar: yea
HonCar: It's fine I was with Lyindsay we were fine
zack6674: I mean, but do you agree with what i was trying to say, about how it seems like we have no chemistry?
zack6674: I don't know, I mean, I think your a really cool person
HonCar: no
zack6674: Ok, I looked at it like this, when ever we were together, I never had anything to say, I don't know why, I was just always quite and that's not like me, if you ask anyone at my school they will all tell you that I can never shut up...
HonCar: It's all good im fine.
zack6674: Please don't be mad
zack6674: I still want to be friens
zack6674: *friends
HonCar: yea
HonCar: No Im fine
zack6674: ok
HonCar: but your such a kidder
zack6674: kidder?
HonCar: yea im so innocent then your the breaker
zack6674: ouch, but point well taken. I guess I can come off like that. That's just always been my role, the innocent one, but I am. I just want everyone to be happy. I don't think in the long run you would be happy with me,
zack6674: Does that make any earthly sense?
HonCar: yea fine
zack6674: so are we still friends?
HonCar: sure
zack6674: k
zack6674: so what are you up to now?
HonCar: nothing
zack6674: oh
HonCar: U
zack6674: Just checking mail and looking at different sites
HonCar: oh sites of what
zack6674: nothing, just places where teens hang out....like xy.com, bolt.com and mogenic.com
HonCar: really well find me someone.
zack6674: sorry about that, the other person signed on
HonCar: its ok
HonCar: well Find me someone on xy.
zack6674: What are you looking for?
HonCar: any on there?
zack6674: Yeah, but what are you looking for?
HonCar: black, spanish,white
zack6674: How come you don't have a profile up?
HonCar: Why should I/
HonCar: ?
zack6674: So people can see you and e-mail you.
HonCar: why I wouldn't get anyone
zack6674: Why do you say that?
HonCar: just fined me someone
HonCar: is there anyone new?
HonCar: near me
zack6674: But wait, you've caught my interest in this statment, why do you think you can't find anyone.
zack6674: I'm looking now
zack6674: But answer the question
HonCar: ok
zack6674: I'm curious
HonCar: just don't think i would
zack6674: YOu are VERY hot! I don't understand why you think that.
HonCar: well find me someone help me so i think it
zack6674: My computer is being stupid, give me a min.
HonCar: ok
*****************The rest of the conversation has been stupid mindless talk. But I felt bad at the beginning of the conversation; about how I can be innocent. I don’t know. Now that he’s asking me to help him look for another guy, I don’t think I feel that bad anymore.

Well, I thought I had finally found the right person, or at least a relationship that would last for more then two weeks. It didn't happen. Last night I found out, much to my disgust, that my ex (as of 2 hours ago) smokes pot. I thought I was going to his house last night for a fun filled romantic evening, instead, he and his friend sat around and smoked pot and made stupid remarks. Since his friend doesn’t know about him being gay, I just sat there in disgust and watched them waist away. After I got home this afternoon I took a shower to get the smell of pot off my body, I then called him and told him that we couldn't be together. The whole pot thing was one thing among others that me to end it with him. This was kind of like the final straw. The other things I could get past, like smoking or drinking, but I couldn’t get past this. I mean, I think he is a cool person, but not everyone meshes well together, and we don’t. When he was introducing me to his friend he said that I was silent, and anyone who knows me knows that I am anything but silent, I’m never at a loss for words. But whenever I was with him or on the phone, we never talked. Every now and then we would talk about something but it would last for like only two minutes. I guess it’s for the best. But it still stings a little. I guess no matter who it is, if you have a break up in a relationship it’s painful. I felt so bad when I was telling him I just wanted to be friends. But in the end I have to watch out for myself and I can’t afford to be in relationship where I’m not happy. I want to write some more but I need to go work on some school stuff to get my mind off of all this. Well, now I'm back to square one, being alone.

I’m so scared right now. Forget being in Love and all that other stuff, I need to get into college! I don’t know what I’m going to do. I feel like I’m going to cry. When I got my results for the first time I took the SAT’s they were ok. I mean, considering that I haven’t taken ANY of the math classes in high school that are on the SAT’s I did pretty well for not knowing any of it. I just received my results for the second time I took the SAT's; they were horrible. I mean, they are down there with the stupid people scores. I am so sacred. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to go to school. My mom told me not to worry, and that I will be able to get in to a school. But I don’t think she understands the gravity of the situation. I mean, yes I do have the GPA and the extra-curricular requirements, but the SAT scores suck. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I hope in get to college. I guess going to one of the top high schools didn’t help me all that much. Shit.

Wow, when I made the wish that I would have an interesting New Year’s, I had NO idea what I was getting myself into. So here’s what happened. I performed at the improv tournament yesterday. It was really fun and I did a really good job, even though I was the only person from my school to show up. I tied first place with all the other schools. It was so much fun. Jenifer and Jon came to see me and I went with them afterwards. We got out early so we decided to go and eat. On our way back up to Roswell I called Luke and told him that we got out early and wanted him to come and pick me up. He told me he would call me back. We went to Wendy’s and eat there. When I was done eating I called Luke, but he didn’t answer his phone so I left a message telling him which Wendy’s we were eating in. To make a long story short, he never called, we were there for two hours. We left and went to another store and came back, he wasn’t there and he had never called. We decided to go to Jon’s house because Jenifer and Jon were supposed to be going to a New Year’s Party and spend the night so Jon had to get his clothes. As we were driving there I called Luke again and he finally answered his phone. Jenifer gave him directions to Jon’s house so he could pick me up. An hour and a half passes; he hasn’t called or come by. Finally we get a call from him saying he can’t find the place. Yeah right. Anyway, with a VERY angry tone, Jenifer agreed to take me to this Waffle House near him. As we were pulling into the parking lot, he calls Jenifer’s phone and tells her that he has had a drink and he doesn’t want to drive. At this point Jenifer is Livid, I mean she is cussing, hitting the dashboard in the car. I tell him no, I don’t want to go with him. I ended up going with Jon and Jenifer to the sleep over. He called me today and apologized. Then we got on the net and talked. Here’s the conversation.
zack6674: hey
HonCar: hi
zack6674: so what's up?
HonCar: not much
HonCar: I think Im about to go to bed in like 30min.
zack6674: ok
HonCar: ya
HonCar: So when would you like to be together
zack6674: I don't know...I was just about to say that we need to hang out, spend some time together
zack6674: I want to get to know you better so we can have a meangful relationship
zack6674: I really like you and I want this to last
HonCar: ya well?
zack6674: I don't know, when can you meet?
HonCar: dunno
zack6674: What about next Sunday, Jan. 12th?
HonCar: I guess
HonCar: I'm not sure since I have school so don't know if I will be busy
zack6674: I see
HonCar: so Im sorry
HonCar: Maybe Saturday?
zack6674: I can't do Saturday's
zack6674: Those are church days
HonCar: hmmm ok
zack6674: Well maybe one day during the week, like after school if your not busy, we can just go out to eat or something?
zack6674: It doesn't have to be this week, just when ever
HonCar: yea
HonCar: Well Im sorry about the other night.
zack6674: That's ok, I just don't want it to happen again.
HonCar: i know
zack6674: I just have a question though.
HonCar: yea
zack6674: How come you told us to come to Waffle House if you knew you weren't going to be able to drive there?
HonCar: As I said before I was allready sick then and I dunno I wanted to get you but then you ended up saying no.
zack6674: I see, I just wish you would have told us before hand so we wouldn't have had all that confusion.
HonCar: I know
zack6674: But I understand and I want us to get past this and move on with the relationship. We can just chalk this up to a learning experience.
HonCar: ok
zack6674: Now I just have to make sure my friends undeerstand and get over it
HonCar: yea.
zack6674: So what did you end up doing for the rest of the night?
HonCar: trying to get to sleep
zack6674: I see, were you at home or at a friends house?
HonCar: friends
HonCar: At a friends house
zack6674: cool
HonCar: yea
HonCar: got no sleep stayed up tell 830 then got out of the bed at 10 20
zack6674: ouch, that sucks
HonCar: Got kicked off
zack6674: yeah
HonCar: ha ha
HonCar: 2nd time
zack6674: My computer is being crazy
zack6674: yeah
zack6674: I'll probably get kicked off again
zack6674: It always does this
HonCar: its ok
HonCar: well Im gonna go to bed if you want to call me in a lil bit you can call my cell
zack6674: ok
HonCar: ok
zack6674: Goodnihgt
zack6674: *goodnight
HonCar: call me though nite
zack6674: k
HonCar: k bye
zack6674: Buh-bye
HonCar: smoochess
zack6674: awwww, same to you
zack6674: =)
HonCar: Night :-*
zack6674: Goodnight
HonCar: better call me and don't fall asleep LOL
zack6674: lol....I promise I'll call. I'm not slepply today
HonCar: k ciao
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